An Ending Means the Start of Something New

An Ending Means the Start of Something New (1/1)

Title: An Ending Means the Start of Something New (1/1)

Type: one-shot

Genre: Romance, Fluff

Everyone says if the end of a relationship that is not caused by a third person basically can be repaired. I tried to believe that suggestion, I give him the second chance, even the third chance. But what? This relationship can't be resolved anymore.

"Please give me one more chance, I will correct my attitude. I will behave and become more considerate," he pleaded when he asked me to give him the second chance.

"Please just give me one last chance. I promise I will understand you more. I will be a man who always there for you, no matter what situation it is," he said while begging another chance from me. The third chance to be exact.

The separation is not fully caused by him. That's also my fault. My fault for keeping my pride so high and always looks down on him. My fault because I never tell him what I really feel, what I really want, and what I really need. And here he is, begging for another chance. Hoping to back to me.

I was thinking, am I worthy enough for him. He's mature, considerate, and very understanding. While I'm just a childish girl who always look down him and so arrogant. I never listened to him and always put blame on him.

"Because you are the colour of my life. Before i met you, my life is just a plain black and white. You are the one who add the colour in my life. You make me feel extremely happy, in other time you make me so sad. You are the one who successfully make my heart flutter. You are the one that I wanted and I needed. You are my everything," that's what he said when i asked him what make him fall for me.

I don't want to give him another chance. My heart refuses. But I miss him so much. I miss him like I’m gonna die if i don't see him. I don't know what to do. Calling him and saying that i miss him surely will make him think that i give him another chance.

"Hay oppa, how are you?" Finally i let my fingers to send a short message to him.

"I'm fine. How have you been Seohyun-ah? I miss you so much," he answered my message immediately.

I'm the one who decide to break up from him. But somehow my heart still flutters because of him. I've tried so hard to forget him and love another man. But what? I just can't. I can't forget him. I can't move on from him.

"Let's meet up Seohyun-ah. I really want to see you," he texted me again which make me wake up from my daydream.
"I'm sorry oppa. I'm busy with my new work," actually I’m not that busy. But even if i want to meet him so much but i have to restrict myself. Because i know i will surely fall for him again if i meet him.

"Please Seohyun-ah, even just one hour is okay. Don't you miss me too?" I sighed deeply. My defend is completely broke now.

"Arasso oppa. Meet me at Saturday night in usual cafe. 7PM sharp. I will leave you if you come late," i decide to just meet him. Well, whatever will be will be. I don't want to think too much about it. I decide to sleep.

"Yes lady. I will come even before the cafe opened. kekeke," i smile when reading his answer. You better keep your promise Jung Yonghwa, i said in my heart.

I don't know why I feel so nervous to meet with my ex boyfriend. I spend more than an hour just to chose which dress and accessories that I should wear. I spend almost three hours for makeup. At first, I wanna look stunning in front of him to show him that I have a better life quality after I decide to break up from him. But then I feel that it isn't appropriate to wear such style of make up since I only met with my ex. I'm afraid if he thinks that I tried to seduce him with that look.

Finally I decide to just wearing simple dress with simple accessories and also simple make up. I wonder how he looks like.That's it. I'm ready to meet him.

I entered the cafe and looked around, trying to find him. I don't see him at all. Didn't he say that he will come even before the cafe opened? I really hate someone who is coming late. You better treat me a very delicious meal Jung Yonghwa or I will surely kick your ass, I murmured.

I decide to sit in the corner table right beside the window. I remember clearly that we sit in this table at our first date. I sighed and start to type a short message for him.

"Yah, where are you oppa. Don't you dare to trick me! Come here in a minute!"

"Too late Seohyun-ah. You've been tricked"

Before I could reply his message and even before I could digest his words, I saw him sitting on the stage of the cafe while holding an acoustic guitar. He starts to strum his guitar while singing Heaven by Bryan Adams. It feels like he sings that song from the bottom of his heart. I can see that he stole glances several times on me. I couldn't hold it any longer. I feel like I wanna run and jump to him. Hug him tightly like there is no tomorrow. I take a deep breath several times to avoid myself doing that stupid thing.

The visitors of the cafe started to clap their hand right after he finishes his song. Some of them even give a standing ovation. He deserves it. I don't even realize that I glued my eyes on him right from the start of the song. He flashes his toothy grin while saying thank you to the audience.

In that moment, I could hear someone saying, "His girlfriend must be so lucky for having such a sweet boyfriend like him"

I could hear some teenager shouting,"Oppa, you are perfect""Oppa saranghae" "Oppa marry me"
In some moment I could feel that my heart also shouting the same statement. But my lip is just too difficult to express it.

All of sudden, all the audience started to be quiet. He began to strum his guitar again. This time he singsI won't give up by Jason Mraz. I know exactly what the lyrics means. And I could guess sharply why he chooses this song. And my guessing is just correct when he pointing his finger rightat the part "I won't give up on us, even if the sky gets rough." He continues the rest of the song while looking at me daringly.

Finally he finished the song smoothly. He stands up and put his guitar at its case. He grab the microphone and start saying, "I presented these two songs to entertain all the visitors of the cafe, especially that beautiful lady who sits in the corner," he point his finger at me.

"Agassi, you are so lucky" "Unnie, I'm so jealous" "Oppa, I much more beautiful and sexy than that unnie. Choose me instead!" his statement successfully makes the cafe become chaotic.

"Seohyun-ah, I love you" he let that word drop from his husky voice.

"Seohyun-ah, please forgive me and open your heart for me!" he start to approach my table. My heart thumping so fast as if it will explode anytime soon. I can't think of any word. I feel the butterfly on my stomach.

"Seohyun-ah" he called me again. At that moment, I was thanking God for make him back to me again when I just realized how important he is in my life. I can see his pleading eyes. That eyes show sincerity and seriousness.

"Please Seohyun-ah, don't let yourself swallow the bitter pill that called Pride."

"Are you serious?" I asked him to confirm his intention.

"Look at my eyes Seohyun-ah. Do you find a hint of kidding in my eyes?

"No" I can hear myself said that. Even it isn't too loud, but it is audible.

"I know that you have no idea how serious I am when I'm in love. This time I want to confess to you that I want us back. Not as your boyfriend, but as husband-to-be" he confessed.

"What?" I looked at him disbelieve.

Suddenly, all the lamps in the cafe turned off. Then I can see the glow in the dark paint with the written "Will you marry me, Seohyun?"

I still at shock. I can't mutter any word. I find it so hard to digest the whole situations which happen tonight. The crowded start to shout "Accept, accept him"

"I'm sorry. I can't," the crowded started to calm. The man who stands in front of me started to sighed heavily and throws himself at the nearest chair soullessly. His head hanging down. The crowd start to mock me as if I was the antagonist who tried to stab the protagonist's heart. I come down to his level and make his pair of deep brown eyes looking at me.

"I just can't. I can't live without you Jung Yonghwa. And yes, I will marry you" finally I let out this word from my mouth. He look at me disbelieve. And after some moment he jump around like a kid and the crowd start to cheer him.

"Seohyun-ah, you are serious with your word, right?" he holds my hand and his eyes started to sparkle again. I just nodding and let out a small laugh when looking at his childish attitude.

I can hear the crowd keep chanting "Kiss, kiss, kiss". And with that, viewed by a hundred pairs of eyes and gleamed with the moonlight, we start to kiss passionately.